Ok?

I'm ok you say? Maybe I seem that way, but I was never ok and not even now. But I guess you are. And you are already so happy. But I guess I just can't be selfish. I will just have to learn to really be ok. And that's just not easy. Unlike you. You've replaced me as I've never replaced you. Yet. Because like you asked me, why didn't I keep a little bit of hope that we could probably work out. And truthfully, I still am hopeful. Pathetic, I know. Knowing that you're already with 'him' and 'he' is a nicer person than me. I still keep hoping. Stuuuupid me.... Lalala...

Lame...Mursyid LAME....!!